Wishlist

I think this is the right time to create a wishlist.

What I want for my birthday or maybe before Christmas:

• Touch Screen phone
• Wii - Xbox 360 250gb with Kinect na lang! - gift rin!
• New wallet (to be given to me as a gift) -Check!
• New paint for the living room
• Stroller for my baby - Check!

I think these are really realistic items that I can have.

Ok, time to save up for these!

It's Been a Year!

I know it's been a year since I wrote on this blog. I don't know if anyone reads this blog at all. (If you are reading this, leave a comment please!)

A lot of things can happen in a year, you might find a boyfriend, buy a new car, have a baby, move in with your fiance or resign from your work to find a better job.

In my case, all those things I mentioned happened to me in the last 12 months! It's been quite a ride, I know.

I still keep on wishing for more good things to come to me, my baby and my family.

So far, so good for this phase in my life.

What I want in the future would be a better home where my little one can grow up healthy and happy, a job abroad , a simple wedding in a beautiful gown, an MBA and another kid 5 years from now.

I'm working and hoping for these things to come true for me, maybe now, I'll have more time to do the things I want (blogging included).

In a Relationship

I'm still not sure of myself when I dove into this new relationship.

I just want to say that I found everything I wanted in a relationship in this one guy.

He makes me feel special, but he also keeps my feet on the ground by his honesty.

On the second day of our relationship, he already introduced me to his family, saying that's how serious he is with me.

Let's see where this one goes. =))

Apollo Syndrome

I just heard about this "Apollo Syndrome" and it's really interesting. It's described as "a phenomenon discovered by Dr Meredith Belbin where teams of highly capable individuals can, collectively, perform badly."

"What is Letting Go?"

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for, but to care about.

To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.

To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.

http://www.whispy.com/letting_go.htm

Leverage

I just started this new series called Leverage. These are good guys turned bad guys turned good guys that got together and found a mission.

Their mission is to get revenge, give justice, and give money back to those who need them.

It's actually kind of interesting at first. But, when you really think about it, they live on a crooked principle.

They take law and justice in their own hands, and they break into several systems, because they are very good with that.

They use lies and deception, sometimes violence, to get what they want.

But, it's interesting, really, and very entertaining.

I think what I like about the series is that these people found their passion and they used their talents for what they believe is good and right, without being too selfish.

New Chapter

I don't know if it's too soon
I don't know if it's just the holiday blues
But I know I don't want to have my heart broken again
I know that I will put myself first

I am afraid to trust again
I am afraid that my family will feel my pain
But I will more brave
I will be stronger

I don't know what the future holds
But I know that I am in control of my present

There's a lot of things I don't know and a lot of things I'm afraid of...
But one thing I am sure of, I want to live my life and I want to be better than before.